it's over and unforgetable ....

Awalnya biasa lalu tidak biasa kemudian terbiasa berubah menjadi kebiasaan sampai akhirnya harus tidak membiasakan, though i still love all the processes ^^- . Kenapa berubah ??? that's what i'm going to ask??? apakah disini atau disana??? only GOD knows why .... but just like i address in the title that "IT'S OVER AND UNFORGETABLE" better than "FORGIVEN BUT NOT FORGOTTEN" like i used to feel. Ooo .... it's really tiring and exhausted, seandainya semua berjalan layaknya drama korea T_T but it's only a movie. Really hard just to accept of what you get even when you loose it and u never have it anyway. As for me, every tear has its own story and i enjoy for each and every part of it. For now, all i wanna do is just sit tight and watch it unwind for wishes i'm asking for and i'll be just fine with all of my time. Please give me more time to think, act and make it through of everything that come up for me. Even though it' over and unforgetable but still GOD give me more time ... arigatou ~_~

Defying Gravity

Defying Gravity

Something has changed within me

Something is not the same

I'm through with playing by the rules

Of someone else's game

Too late for second-guessing

Too late to go back to sleep

It's time to trust my instincts

Close my eyes: and leap!

It's time to try

Defying gravity

I think I'll try

Defying gravity

Kiss me goodbye

I am defying gravity

And you wont bring me down!

I'm through accepting limits

''cause someone says they're so

Some things I cannot change

But till I try, I'll never know!

Too long I've been afraid of

Losing love I guess I've lost

Well, if that's love

It comes at much too high a cost!

I'd sooner buy

Defying gravity

Kiss me goodbye

I'm defying gravity

I think I'll try

Defying gravity

And never bring me down!

bring me down!

- Lentera Jiwa -

Lentera Jiwa

Lama sudah kumencari apa yang hendak kulakukan

Sgala titik kujelajahi tiada satu pun kumengerti

Tersesatkah aku di samudera hidupku

Kata-kata yang kubaca terkadang tak mudah kucerna

Bunga-bunga dan rerumputan bilakah kau tahu jawabnya

Inikah jalanku inikah takdirku

Kubiarkan ku mengikuti suara dalam hati

Yang selalu membunyikan cinta

Kupercaya dan kuyakini murninya nurani

Menjadi penunjuk jalanku

Lentera jiwaku

# BY. NUGIE #

You can't always get what you want .... and that is so damn right!!! Menjadi legowo dan menerima apa adanya adalah sesuatu yang sangat sulit dilakukan ~__~ but do your best, so there won't be any regret IS A MUST!!! @least usaha yang dilakukan sudah maksimal dan hasil akhir just let GOD do the rest ^0^ . Untuk semua hal yang sudah gw lewati dan akan gw jalani hanya 1 yang gw harapkan ... GOD'S BLESSED, amien. Cita, cinta, karir, keluarga, sahabat and all the unfinished business ... all i ask is more time to make all those things right both in time and place. GOD must have a big secret for me and i hope for my every day that i'll reveal those layer by layer nicely. Good or bad, bitter or sweet, less or more are just a matter of stuff that i must take it and feel it. Someone said that "Don't be afraid to try! Don't be afraid to start! If you have fought your best, whatever the result is, the fighting spirit itself has the success value in it! Never regret!". As time goes by, i want to be a mature woman with a good sense of life and know how to run every minutes of my life ... be a good life's runner \*0*/. Plan is plan untill you wake up and make it real ... so just do it and be responsible of what did ... GOD, give me the strenght and patience to carry on ... amien.

Here I Come ....

First of all, i would like to thank Allah SWT for blessed and grace so that i have "a brain & guts" today to launch this promising blog. Next to my mama and ayah and d'brothers and d'sister and friends and YOU (off course) for being my inspirations,my loyal reader (i hope....),my everything which is Glenn Fredly's famous song.... just keep on tracking coz it's gonna be fun ^0^. On behalf of my own self then i pronounce this brand new blog as my PROMISING BLOG horraayyyyy ...... ...... ..... \^0^/